22 hours smoke free. I’m still craving a cigarette. I’m just tired of hearing my bf complain about how bad I smell. And blah blah blah. I’m kinda annoyed because he’s doing it on purpose so ill feel disgusted with myself and stop. Quitting is not my decision right now. It’s just more control asserted over me.
Do I listen? Or do I do what I want?
It’s just feels so weird not to smoke. I like it with my coffee, when I walk, breaks at work. I just don’t know how im going to successfully quit. I read today that cold turkey has a 7% success rate, and that usually after 3 months smokers who are trying to quit will smoke again.
Customers are called customers because you just wanna cuss at them. Tell their rude asses to fuck off, you don’t got time for their shit today. Any day.
how dare you not notice me while i ignore you






